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Do you feel stressed beyond belief? Is your life stuck in what feels to be Purgatory? Do you regularly think about how fantastic your life will be in the future, as long as you can make it through the now? Do these thoughts remind you that your life hasn't started quite yet, and it is stopping you from doing things you really care about?
Well apparently that's a Quarter-life Crisis (QLC).
I don't know if I am 100% on board with the idea of a QLC, but I can't rule it out quite yet.
Onto myself. I guess I don't know where to start, so I'll just let this brief rant flow. What the Frickenflip am I doing here? I have not blogged since my first week in college when studying (and drinking) majorly cut into my xanga time.
I'm not a writer and definitely not a great intellectual, but with that said I never thought I'd feel like such a moron at this point in my life lol.
In 15 days I'll be 25 years old, and exactly 6 years ago yesterday I was Moving into J-Hall of Ripon College. Was i thinking "I hope when I graduate college i will move back home and drive my dad's old F150 to a dead end bartending job?
Maybe, that was a long time ago...but I doubt it.
So I am reevaluating my happiness. I don't want to give the impression that i am a crazy emotional needy person. Too put it bluntly, I've been lazy. I've put myself in a rut that I have been dealing with for too long. This blog is my first step of pulling myself out of this dystopia (okay its not that bad, but I wanted to throw in a little drama).
This blog's purpose is to keep me grounded. Remind me that I have goals and bartending forever is not one of them. Though it pays the bills for now, I am going to apply for jobs despite the thought I might fail to get them. It's time to let myself have fun. I know its not going to happen over night, but if I stay lazy, nothing will change. Its been two years since I graduated, and its about time I start to live like a graduate.
Maybe, that was a long time ago...but I doubt it.
So I am reevaluating my happiness. I don't want to give the impression that i am a crazy emotional needy person. Too put it bluntly, I've been lazy. I've put myself in a rut that I have been dealing with for too long. This blog is my first step of pulling myself out of this dystopia (okay its not that bad, but I wanted to throw in a little drama).
This blog's purpose is to keep me grounded. Remind me that I have goals and bartending forever is not one of them. Though it pays the bills for now, I am going to apply for jobs despite the thought I might fail to get them. It's time to let myself have fun. I know its not going to happen over night, but if I stay lazy, nothing will change. Its been two years since I graduated, and its about time I start to live like a graduate.
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